Hey my name is Meliz.I am completely obsessed with Supernatural and Marvel My favourite actor is Jensen Ackles. But i'm also in to /MAOS/Jessica Jones/Daredevil/Sherlock/Star Wars/The Walking Dead
Yesss, exactly. This also goes along with my theory that Eren and Ymir’s souls are intertwined. I believe they’re part of the same entity, so they won’t be complete until they merge together.
Saw this somewhere else and felt the need to post it cause no one else ever really tells you this stuff
My mom never really noticed. She noticed when she was breast feeding my little brother and blood started coming out instead of milk.
My mom said she felt and saw a little lump in the shower. She was lucky enough she found it at stage 2
My mom had a mammogram. The radiologist thought the spots were just regular calcium deposits.
Turns out it was triple negative breast cancer that had spread to her lymph nods. Mastectomy, radiation and chemo saved her life.
This could SAVE a life.
dont be embarrassed to reblog, this post could be life saving
Signal BOOST and pass it on. I had a breast cancer scare before (luckily it was just scar tissue…) and information like this kept me calm and collected at the doc’s.
As a cancer patient myself, who found my own cancer through a supposed LARPing injury last year, i know how scary it is and how important it is to catch it early. Please spread this around!
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All of you should reblog this. Breast cancer affects everyone and there’s not enough information about it.
Richard Roundtree, the actor who played Shaft, had breast cancer. He found a lump under his nipple while in the shower. Everyone should do self exams.
Azumbito family relations to the Fritz is so suspect. How were they allies? Why did the Shogun clan really stay on the island? Did they marry of someone in the clan to fritz family? lmao and why did they stay on the island after the war?
Hello Anon, I’m so glad to have someone to talk about my Eeeeeek East Sea Clan theory~!
A user on reddit, u/Brazyliszek has written an interesting theory before, suggesting that Mikasa might have the Fritz royal blood due to the possible marriage between the Azumabitos and the Fritz family:
“To create friendly relationship between two countries there used to be only one way in past. It is known scheme that if two countries wanted to create alliance one side offered daughter to marry into the other one. And this is exactly what we can see in the attached pic. Look at this Hizurian girl close to Shogun. The way she stands suggesting that she’s being offered.”
And let me also add his/her conclusion too:
“So to sum up: Mikasa isn’t just royal. She’s double royal. And she’s an Ackermann also if it wasn’t enough.”
EEEEEEEEEKKKKKK lol
But hey, I would like to suggest something differently.
What if the Fritz family descendants have Azumabito blood?
So it is not about the Azumabito descendants living on Paradis like Mikasa, her mother and grandmother having Fritz blood.
It is the Fritz, which surname has been changed to Reiss, inherited the Azumabito blood through the maternal lineage.
Perhaps it is the true reason why Reiss descendants like Rod, Frieda have darker hair!
Mystery solved Eeeeeeeeeeek!
So Historia has Azumabito East Sea blood too EEEEEK
But what had happened to that Azumabito Shogun’s son on Paradis, there’s another story.
Yup you know what I’m talking about.
Well the hints have been there. I believe I have mentioned about it in my old posts. I might try to write another more detailed one in the future.
One of the most overlooked battles in the Tokyo Ghoul
series is Kaya Irimi’s battle with Chuu Hachikawa at the end of Part 1. This
may be since they both have limited screentime (Irimi only appears personally
in around 30 chapters, and Hachikawa has far less). In particular, Hachikawa
only appears for a few chapters in the final arc in part 1, and then for even
fewer chapters in :re before he is killed off by Rio on Rushima Island.
However, in what time he has important information is provided about his past,
and how it’s linked to Irimi’s.
Ten years before the end of the original series, Hachikawa
was part of an operation against Irimi and her old gang (the Black Dobers).
However, his entire unit was wiped out with him being the sole survivor, and
his face mauled. This led to him bearing an intense grudge against Irimi that
culminated in his battle with her. However, information given during their
battle and subsequent information hint at a deeper relationship between them.
Firstly, it’s mentioned that his superiors were with him in the unit that was wiped out (meaning,
investigators more skilled than himself). Not only that, but as we see during
the battle at Anteiku, the Black Dobers as a group were fully intact.
So, not only was Hachikawa’s unit entirely wiped out,
but they caused little if any damage to the Black Dobers. So, if at the end of
this operation the Black Dobers lost few if any members and Hachikawa was all
alone (and not even the strongest investigator who’d been present), what
stopped them from finishing him off? As Ghouls are much faster than humans and
have heightened senses, it’s doubtful that he could’ve escaped. So, what then?
Well, during Irimi’s fight with Hachikawa, we get
subtle hints as to why. Firstly, before their fight Irimi hears a familiar
sound.
This sound stops her in her tracks, but what was it?
It wasn’t the incoming shots being fired at her, because those are what snaps
her out of what she was focusing on. So, what was the sound? Well, first we
need to review how a ghoul’s sound detection ability works. As revealed by Kaya
herself earlier in the manga:
Ghouls can determine who a person is based on the
sound that their bodies create. So, during the Anteiku raid when she stopped
dead in her tracks when she heard “that sound” is must have been made by
someone she was familiar with. After she dodges the bullets shot at her, we see
who it is:
Hachikawa was supposedly just a member of an
investigative team that Irimi once fought. However, she’s able to notice his
presence among all the other investigators just by hearing the sound his body
makes (after not seeing him for ten years). Not only that, but she even knows
him by name. She also refers to him by the nickname “Hachi,” which is the same
nickname his subordinate Ayumu Hogi refers to him by.
So, she not only knows him by name, but she can even
sense when his body is present after being apart for a decade. She refers to
him by the affectionate nickname of “Hachi” and they even engage in playful
banter while trying to kill one another. This all points to one thing: they were lovers.
Further
Evidence
Now, you may be thinking this is crazy, but there is
additional evidence. In the Tokyo Ghoul novel, Past, in one chapter it goes over Enji Koma’s first days at
Anteiku. He was Yoshimura’s first employee, and after a while Kaya Irimi
started working there as well. He is extremely surprised by this and wonders
why she chose to start working there. He also mentions that when she started
working there is around the time that the CCG became aware of her gang. If the
CCG hadn’t become aware of the Black Dobers yet, then they couldn’t have
performed any operations against them. So, the first operation against the
Black Dobers (where Hachikawa’s face was mauled) actually happened after Irimi started working at Anteiku.
During this chapter, a regular customer who seems to
be infatuated with Koma points out his good points to Irimi, and she then
becomes jealous of easily he can get along with humans. She then resolves to
work harder at this. Why would the leader of a violent ghoul gang just suddenly
want to be friendly with humans? Well, in this chapter when Irimi is talking
with this customer it’s revealed she had a boyfriend around this time. If this
boyfriend were a human then it could explain why she inexplicably started
working at Anteiku. She wanted to learn how to live in the human world with
him, and so she saw Anteiku as a way out of the life she had been living now
that the CCG had begun targeting her and her gang.
Based on this reasoning and the previous evidence, we
would assume this boyfriend to be Hachikawa. It would also explain why
Hachikawa was spared when the rest of his squad was killed. However, during the
battle of Anteiku Hachikawa wasn’t surprised when Irimi was unmasked (he wasn’t
surprised to see who the Black Dog really was). Therefore, if they were in a
relationship he must have learned she was a ghoul at some point.
However, if he knew what she looked like why didn’t he
inform the CCG after his squad was killed by her gang? A textual reason:
If Hachikawa knew Irimi was a ghoul and didn’t report
her to the CCG then he could have been punished due to this law. Even if he
didn’t know (perhaps he found out during the first Black Dober operation) he
could still have been punished regardless. Remember, we see in Tokyo Ghoul :re
that Furuta uses this law to have Yoriko imprisoned even though she didn’t know
Touka was a ghoul (because there was no way to prove it). There would be no way
to prove Hachikawa didn’t know his girlfriend was a ghoul, and so he could’ve
been punished regardless. Even if wasn’t punished, if it became public
knowledge that he dated a ghoul (the one who killed his team no less) he
would’ve become severely stigmatized in the CCG and elsewhere due to the
overwhelming prejudice against ghouls. So, Hachikawa was maimed by the woman he
loved and all his friends were killed, but he had no chance to take revenge on
her for a decade. This is likely what caused him to develop his bitter
personality.
Fun fact, Ishida-sensei says he partially
named Hachikawa after “Hachiko.” Hachiko was a loyal Akita dog who waited on
his dead owner to return for nine years until his death (like Hachikawa waited
nearly a decade to try and obtain revenge against Irimi). Takizawa even refers
to Hachikawa as this when he spots him on Rushima.
Irimi’s
Side of the Story
However, if Hachikawa was Irimi’s boyfriend why would
she bite his face off? During the Anteiku battle, she also seems to have great
animosity towards him. Perhaps Hachikawa (after learning she was a ghoul ten years
previously) leaked information about the Black Dobers to the CCG which led to
his squad’s operation against them? This betrayal would make Hachikawa’s desire
for revenge rather ironic, as it would mean it was his fault that his squad got
killed. However, there is more. After the end of her battle against Hachikawa
in the Anteiku raid (when she thinks she is going to die) she tells him she
will see him in hell with a knowing smile on her face.
While Irimi spends this chapter reflecting on her own
past sins, here she reveals knowledge of something damning she knows he’s done.
As for what that is, Ishida-sensei leaves us a clue on the cover page of chapter
131.
Here, Ishida-sensei draws an “X” mark on Irimi’s
stomach. He has used “X” several times throughout the story, and it always
refers to one thing.
He uses it to refer to a hybrid of the two species. He
uses “X” to denote this several times in the story. For example, when Eto
Yoshimura (who is a one-eyed ghoul) went on her first rampage, she was titled
“X” by the CCG. The title of :re chapter 125 (where Kaneki and Touka have sex
and conceive a hybrid child) was also “X.” So, this is Ishida telling that at
one point Irimi became pregnant with a hybrid child.
However, when Itori discusses hybrids in the original
series, she states it’s impossible for female ghouls to give birth to hybrids.
Here she states a ghoul mother’s body would absorb her
child for nutrition. However, the validity of this statement comes into
question when her other statement was proven to be false. She states that if a
human mother becomes pregnant with a hybrid then that hybrid wouldn’t be able
to receive proper nourishment (rc cells). Despite this, we’ve seen that the
mother could simply consume human flesh like Ukina did for her daughter Eto.
However, we’ve seen in a few instances in the story that Eto (a natural hybrid)
is capable of consuming human food, so even this may not have been necessary.
Furthermore, Kishou Arima stated that most hybrids were born as half-humans who
only required human food, and so they wouldn’t need to be fed rc cells in the
womb regardless.
So, since Itori was wrong/lying about human mothers of
hybrids, could she be incorrect about ghoul mothers as well? How exactly would
a ghoul mother’s body consume her child from the uterus?
Irimi becoming pregnant with a human’s child and then
it dying in the womb serves no narrative purpose. So, we presume that she
became pregnant with Hachikawa’s child and successfully delivered, but there is
no mention of such a child in the original series or the sequel. So, what
happened to it?
This “X” on Irimi’s womb is shown on the cover of chapter
131, and this is the same chapter where she states she will see Hachikawa “in
hell.” So, what could Hachikawa have done to merit him going to hell? Considering
the “X” symbol, he probably killed their child. He figured out at some point
that Irimi was a ghoul, and so he killed the child they had together due to
his prejudice against ghouls.
Irimi’s
Disillusionment with the Past
When Irimi and Koma reunite with Kaneki in :re chapter
99, at first all parties appear happy. However, then Kaneki states that having
them all together feels like “Anteiku” all over again. Upon hearing this
statement, everyone begins to either smile or reminisce. All except for one:
If you look close enough at Kaya’s hair, you can see a
“2,” a “3” to the right of it, and a “J” above the 3. Ishida-sensei commonly
places tarot numbers on character in their defining moments.
The 2 refers to the High Priestess which represents:
hidden talents, things yet to be revealed, mystery, spiritual insight, and
intuition. While the others remember Anteiku happily, Irimi’s intuition and
insight let her know that it was only a happy dream (an escape from the normal,
everyday lives of ghouls). She joined to learn how to live with her lover, but
that lover betrayed her. And how did this dream end? All her old friends from
her gang were slaughtered like animals.
The 3 refers to the empress which represents:
pregnancy, a new opportunity, abundance, stability, nurturing, and maternal
care. This likely refers to the child she lost, another down side of her days
at Anteiku (which further explains why she is unhappy at the mention of
Anteiku).
The J is part of the High Priestess card. In the
background of this card there are two pillars.
The “B” refers to “Boaz,” which means “to negate.” The
“J” refers to “Jachin” which means “beginning.” The beginning of what exactly
in unclear. Perhaps she will finally begin to move beyond her past?
Kaya
Irimi, The Lord of Ruin, and the Future
Sui Ishida once released a playing card deck called
“Tokyo Ghoul Trump.” In it, each playing card has the illustration of either
one or two characters (meaning he identified them with that card). For Irimi,
he placed her on the 10 of Spades
card.
Regarding tarot, the spades suit also refers to the
swords suit. Thus, she is also the 10 of
Swords, which is also known as The
Lord of Ruin.
When it is upright, the 10 of Swords refer to: painful endings, deep wounds, betrayal,
loss, and crisis. However, we also see in this card that the sun is rising. It
is the end of a dark night and the dawning of a new day. We also see that the
hand gesture that is made is the same one made by tarot #5: the Hierophant. Ishida-sensei has also
identified her with this number in the past as well.
In addition to the “X” that had identified she had a
hybrid child at one point, there is also a “5” here which refers back to the 10 of Swords. She has suffered deep
wounds in the past: her lover betrayed her, she lost her child, and she thinks
she is going meet a painful ending until she is saved by Kaneki. However, we
also see her with this number at the end of Tokyo Ghoul :re.
Here, after rotating this image sideways we can see #5,
which again refers back to the 10 of
Swords. Here it seems to be in a reversed position, and when the 10 of Swords is reversed it refers to
recovery and regeneration. However, Irimi is presumed to have died in this
panel, and so if she died how could she recover?
Well, Naki and his White Suits were shown to have died
in the 24th Ward, but they later returned. Many fans have theorized
that this is because they were exposed to Dragon’s toxin underground, and so
this same method could be used to restore Irimi to life. At the end of the
original series Irimi stated she felt the need for her past sins with her
death. So, maybe dying and then being brought back is exactly what she needs in
order to move on?
Sui Ishida has stated that there “probably” wouldn’t
be any further Tokyo Ghoul sequels, and recently he has been working on a video
game related series called “Jack Jeanne” for the past three years (which is
about to be released). However, he has also expressed interest in creating
another manga in the future, and him saying “probably” still leaves the option
open. If the sun rises on Tokyo Ghoul again, the sun will rise on Kaya Irimi as
well.
After months of telling myself to post a little something for each new Snk chapter, I’ve finally mustered the motivation to start writing them. I was impressed by the way some of the story’s central themes like were once again packed into one chapter, especially in relation to Zeke. I can’t believe it but I actually like him now (yes I am weak AF against tragic backstories where the “villain” used to be a cute, sweet child 😖), and my sympathy for him further grew after this chapter, although I am certainly NOT rooting for him to succeed.
There are various points that I’d like to touch upon, but l’ll start with Zeke’s relation to Eren since we finally got the Jaeger bros talk (which went by way more quickly than I expected). Zeke has often been called a psychopath for his general arrogance, remorselessness, sadism and lack of empathy towards others. While he certainly exhibits those qualities (especially pre-timeskip), this chapter makes it clear that he not only cares but feels empathy for Eren, since he is his own brother and someone he believes was in the same situation as him, namely being groomed by Grisha to accomplish his goals for Eldia. His genuinely pained face and monologue while he’s alone says it all.
While it was nice to see confirmation about Zeke’s genuine care for Eren, the problem for Zeke and his plans lies with the fact that he actually doesn’t understand who Eren is at his core, namely someone who values freedom and life above all (the latter more so for his people in general than himself in particular). If there is one takeaway from their talk in Liberio, it’s that Eren played Zeke like a fiddle by appealing to his desire to be understood and form a connection with his brother. I seriously cannot see what Eren said there to be anything other than blatant lies. For him to actually mean what he says about being a mistake and whatnot would be negating all the character development he underwent during the Uprising arc, when he had an existential crisis that he only began to overcome after learning about Carla’s belief in his inherent value just for being born. Eren may be willing to sacrifice his own life for the greater good if necessary but he still realizes the importance of life, especially when it comes to his friends, as shown by his open admission about how precious they all are to him and his wish for them to enjoy long lives. Moreover, if he truly shared Zeke’s belief that death is the merciful fate for an Eldian, he probably wouldn’t have grieved and looked so distressed over Sasha’s death.
With all of that said about how Eren must be manipulating Zeke for his own goals, this really makes Zeke fall back into the position of a pawn in someone else’s grand scheme. His desire to be understood by Eren (in addition to the fact that he barely knows him) made him susceptible to believing Eren’s apparent understanding of him and recognition of him as his brother. This ties in with the recurring theme in SnK of family members using their own kin to further their own goals. Usually, it is with parents and their children, as shown by Karina Braun and Reiner, Rod Reiss and Historia and of course Grisha and Dina with Zeke. If the theories about Tom Xaver, his “adoptive” father, having ulterior motives for befriending Zeke turn out to be true, then it just illustrates how Zeke has always been a pawn in the greater-scope plans of various family members (aside from his grandparents), which is ironic considering how he was initially introduced as a brilliant and ruthless chessmaster capable of matching wits with Erwin Smith.
As an added cruel and perhaps karmic twist, the one (s) playing him like a fiddle is someone he really cares for and seems happy to have on his side. The look he gives Eren in the last panel up there is reminiscent of the tender, expressive looks he gave Xaver as a child. Then of course, there’s also the baseball he gives Eren as a token of their new alliance. The baseball is a symbol of Zeke’s familial bond with Xaver and their fun days of playing catch together. Him passing it on to Eren is a sign of Zeke’s willingness to connect and accept Eren not only as his new “partner-in-crime” but also his last remaining family. Ah, this would be a lot sweeter if it weren’t for Zeke’s twisted, self-righteous views on salvation and the almost certain prospect that Eren will eventually turn on him :/
Moving along, another overarching theme that was emphasized and played with this chapter in relation to Zeke was that of “beauty in a cruel world. As Zeke lays dying, there is a particular focus on this flower before and after his flashback. I can’t be totally certain, but it seems to be the cosmos.
Because I’m a symbolism fanatic, I had to look into the specific meaning of the cosmos in the language of flowers, and found that in general, it is associated with qualities like “beauty”, “peace” and “wholeness”. It is essentially a flower about the beauty of life and the world. Zeke is seeing this “beauty” visually but its meaning is not actively registering in his mind. He has already been too affected by the cruelties of his world and developed a severe case of internalized racism. As such, the focus of his “last thoughts” ultimately revolves around his grand plan of saving the world by killing the Eldian race instead of anything about the beautiful things in life that are worth cherishing.
His conviction in his suicidal plan remains (and perhaps strengthened?) even after Ymir Fritz specifically brings him back to life via Paths and lets him rise like a god before his followers. The whole scene with Zeke’s revival in the Titan’s stomach looked so surreal and absurd, I honestly wasn’t sure what to make of it at first but I really loved what @aspoonofsugar said (I hope you don’t mind me referencing you ^^;) about the mother-child symbolism involved in the scene, and how it accentuates the value of life along with the possibility that Zeke may be more attached to life than he lets on, if only because he feels the need to accomplish his goal at all cost.
This does lead to a certain contradiction and hypocrisy in his way of thinking, but also makes me wonder whether in the end he might realize the errors of his views. It’s probably impossible for Zeke to ever get redemption (and I don’t particularly hope for him to get it either), but with the set-up surrounding the theme of “beauty in a cruel world” for him in this chapter, I wouldn’t be particularly surprised if he were to be shown seriously reconsidering his perspective before he dies.
It’s kind of nice when everything turns out just about as well as you’d expected. Going into winter, I was pretty optimistic about it; I didn’t expect it to be anywhere as strong as last season, but I thought it would still be pretty good overall. And now here we are, 2/3 of the way through a season not quite as good as the last but pretty good overall. Funny how that works.